Own It!
Scripture Readings: Am 8:1-7; Col 3:12-17; Lk 16:1-9
Reflections from a Monk
This is one of my favorite Gospel passages, in part because it troubles so many people. How in the world could Jesus Christ praise dishonesty? But is that what this gospel lesson is all about? No! This lesson, that advises the children of light to learn from the children of this world, is about so many things! Yes, its about dishonesty and honesty. But its also about how we handle money and possessions; its about how we deal with sudden changes in our lives; its about how we handle personal disasters; it’s a parable challenging complacency; it’s a story about being caught red handed; turned inside out its an allegory about how we prepare for the kingdom of God. But before all those things, and we could easily find more, the Gospel lesson is about the first step we all must take when we face challenges analogous to that faced by the “dishonest” steward.
The steward sees his situation and asks himself the question, “what am I going to do?” However, everything that happens after he asks himself that question flows from an unstated action he takes before he asks that question. It’s the necessary first step. And what is that? It can be described in a phrase we associate with our consumer oriented culture, or as stated here, from the children of this world. Think of any commercial peddling some product, making a pitch that is dripping with urgency, challenging you to act now so that you can: “Own it!” But the phrase “own it” isn’t used only when talking about physical possessions. It also can mean owning what I have done and who I am. That’s the key. Of course the sequence is reversed: in the commercial you must act so that you can own it; for the dishonest steward he must own it so that he can act!
The steward’s actions are reported back to his master. Isn’t that so often what happens in life? We mess up (it may be inadvertent or intentional), someone notices and exposes it and we’re caught “red handed” so to speak.
Now what?
Deny it?
- “I didn’t do it, someone else must have messed around with the books to make me look bad.”
- Justify oneself?
- “Of course I did it, if you were in my shoes you would too!”
- Blame someone else?
- “The bookkeeper must have fouled up.”
- Excuse myself?
- “Well I was so busy I didn’t notice!”
- Defend oneself?
- “I was just about to review the books.”
- Claim incompetence?
- “My files are so messed up, I just need time to straighten it all out!”
- Collapse into a heap of self-pity to avoid the consequences?
- “I’m so bad, please forgive me, I’ll never do it again!”
- Beg for mercy?
- “If I lose this job I’ll be destitute, my family will starve, we’ll be thrown out of our home!”
Oh, there are so many possibilities, but the Lord praises the dishonest steward because he took the honest path, he knew what he did and he owned it! Then from that position of freedom, he calculated what he needed to do to move on. All the other options just noted make matters worse and don’t solve anything.
I am reading a novel by a Nigerian writer Chinua Achebe entitled: Things Fall Apart. The tale is about a Nigerian village in the 19th century and early in the novel it happens that on a market day, a woman from the featured village goes to the market in the neighboring village and is murdered. To avoid war, the customary law requires that someone from the other village has to die as compensation. So, a young boy from the household of one of the men responsible for the murder, is taken to the village and made a temporary ward of the family of a highly respected man. This man, compensating for the weakness of his father, is portrayed as a very strong man who may feel compassion but dare not show it. This young boy is forgotten by the village elders and becomes a welcome part of his new family, even calling his step-father “father” and becoming a close friend of his son. The man grows fond of the boy but seldom shows it. Three years pass by, then the village elders come to the house to tell the man that the Oracle of the Hills and Caves has pronounced that the boy must die. The boy is told that he is being taken back to his home village. On the road the boy is thinking of how he’ll be received when he gets home, reminiscing about his parents and siblings as he carries a pot in his hands. But he notices his step-father has fallen behind the group, he gets scared, and then the man behind him raises his machete and strikes the blow. The pot falls and breaks in the sand and the boy screams, “Father, they’ve killed me” as he turns to run towards his step-father, who, dazed with fear raises his machete and cuts him down. He was afraid to be thought weak. It takes days for the man to recover from the shock of this event. He must go on with life, and he does. This man is a tragic figure. But like the steward, when he looked at what he had done, he owned it, did what he had to do, and moved on.
If we can see the gospel parable as an image of the pathway to the kingdom of God, then preparing for the Kingdom is, in part, about owning one’s own story. The steward was facing an audit of the accounts he had been responsible for, how appropriate as we enter the tax season. The audit had implications for the rest of his life. We all face audits of our life during life, not just at the end of life. When an audit comes, then like the steward, we are called to openly face the reality so that we can move on. It may not be all that pretty, but its honest. Then, with God’s help, the pathway is opened to new life and possibilities. If we understand the larger Gospel message that God loves the sinner, not the sin, then we see that the outcome, or final judgment, is not about cleaning up the past, its about unconditional love. As applied to Achebe’s story its about love for the innocent boy and the tragic man. For the steward, its about seeing the good even in what appears to be bad.
The Psalmist has it right, no matter what has happened: “God’s love lasts forever.”